Imagine a scenario where you are walking out of your mom group at your church with your sweet, three month old daughter in her stroller and you see ahead of you a group of young adolescents calling out to one another. You realize that the group is teasing another adolescent who seems to be a friend but has chosen to go running the other direction. They chide him and one girl calls out, "Fuck you, you fucking whore... Why don't you just lick it...fucking lick it, lick it, lick it."
As you come closer to the group, since they are directly between you and the destination of your car, you look at your daughter's lovely, innocent face and your heart breaks for the young girl who can't be more than 12 years old and you remember your own early adolescence and the importance of proving yourself to your friends. You catch the girl's eyes and say calmly to her, "You are worth so much more than that language. You are beautiful. Don't ever forget your worth."
If this were a Hallmark movie-of-the-week or a Church of Latter Day Saints commercial, the music would swell, the girl would hold back as her friends continued forward and there might be a moment of reflection in her eyes as she considers your remarks while you continue along thinking maybe you made a difference.
If you were Tina Fey as Liz Lemon on 30 Rock, the girl would cuss you out and then laugh with her friends while running along saying, "why don't you stay out of my fucking business".
One guess on which one happened to me this morning.
But it doesn't matter.
All I can do is pray that we succeed in raising our daughter in a way that someday when she is with her friends and making choices on her own without the benefit of having her mother there to guide her, some day when she is tempted by her freedom to show off for her friends, that that she will know her worth, that she will remember the worth of others and that she will make the right choices to honor her parents, her God, her friends and herself.
loved this. So glad you shared what you did with her, despite the less-than-Hallmark-commercial response! Great things to think about even though ladybug is still so little.
ReplyDeleteI bet she heard you.
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